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Monday, December 24th, 2007
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Yea, today was pretty good at work, not as insane as i thought it would be, so, im in a better mood, stuff should be good over the next few days, can chill out and just rest more. so im going to put my banning stick down and just do something else instead.
working a lot thurs, fri, sat, like 8-5 each day sept till 5:30 saturday, so ill have to get packing tommorow/next day, and hopefully can catch up with friends before i leave etc.
all good.
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Monday, December 10th, 2007
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to think, red used to be my fav colour, but now, red and blue disgust me, far to many negative associations, so, ill have to say, i think my new fav colour(s) will be Purple and Green.
and for Xmas, i hope santa brings me news of reds n blues being hit by a flaming fuel tanker, that'd make my day :)
thankyou.
p.s. no offence to the awesome reds n blues, this rant is only about a select few issues. (most recent)
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Sunday, October 21st, 2007
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| Subject: | I am afraid. |
| Time: | 10:36 pm. |
| Mood: |  uncomfortable. | | Music: | Tunnel Trance VOL7 - CD2 - Diamond Mix. |
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I guess, I'm not sure what to say here really, but I felt I had to say something, about whats happened over the last year, atleast in part, about the friendships that have fallen apart, the important ones anyway.
underneath it all, even with the anger and hurt, confusion, and mistrust, I still care. I'm just, disapointed that, little things stacked up to cause significant issues, then where amplified and distorted and destroyed any last hope of being about to trust and support eachother. I wish I could go back in time and approch things from a different angle, so that now, at this point in time, things could have been left on a better note. I don't believe I've comprimised my integrity, and I've stood up for what I've believed in, but, I just wish I could have approched things differently and perhaps not comprimised other friendships.
But now it seems to late to repair anything, in part I feel I've failed as much as I feel others have failed me, so now I have to learn to move on, leave things be and stop trying to repair something thats beyond my control.
I still care, and I'm actually afraid of what I see ahead, but not for myself.
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So it's time to go our ways and all I can do is hope for the best. I'm going to try and blend into other circles and hope I can find what I felt I had in the past. A community I feel I belong in.
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Friday, October 12th, 2007
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| Subject: | Badges |
| Time: | 11:47 am. |
| Mood: | LATE!. | | Music: | VNV Nation - Standing (still). |
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So, been wanting to decorate my backpack etc with icons of myself and my life for a while now, but, after looking into badge presses etc, they cost a zillion dollars, but, i spotted this girly artbox thingo at kmart which you put paper inserts into plastic badges and it looks about the same for like $10 for 20 odd. so, ive come up with the following designs to represent myself... [some are dupes for desi]
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